
I use to drive across the bridge every day. My record is four
round trips. That cost me $20 in bridge tolls. I had a lot of
reasons to go back and forth-- mom's house, dad's house,
my apartment, surfing, school. I liked to cross the bridge in
the evening and watch the sun sink behind the headlands, over
the water, through the rails. It's a declarative ending. The
sun does not look like it will come up again.
The bridge connects two points. It mediates; it is a threshold
and a termination. There are suicide fences to prevent
jumpers. The physicality of the bridge is a link but it is not
between life and death. There's no mediation in that case:
just one and then the other. The jumper leaning over the
rails enacts the transition. The blame doesn't fall on the
bridge.
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